Perspectives Changing Again

About the Book

My name is Joshua Soteros, and I have Fallen, Unfortunately through my trials of learning I have hurt a lot of beautiful people by way of my actions and my words. From my ignorance, arrogance, jealousy, ridicule of shame, deceit, envy, and boastful false pride, I have slandered character of others and inflicted physical abuse as well as acts of misconduct. The grace and mercy allotted to me is only by reason to correct my mistakes of harm done to others by way of my present actions. Through faith and belief in God and His direction I gain comfort and discipline to help see me through the trials of life that I must face. Through my own pain and struggles of life I find myself believing in the hopes of a peaceful future. As time passes through my daily walk I find the reasons for my existence and the hopes that it shall not be in vain. I believe in life beyond this body and this world of misfortunes, miscalculations, and spinning twists of order and chaos combined.

There is a hope that I might leave something of me behind that might aid in the recovery of those suffering in need. Nothing sole of itself in me, nor the whole being of me defines me, or separates the seemingly good from bad, nor does one action cancel the validity of another, I am who I am in part, and whole, and what I have found is: The sake of learning to better our lives for growth and prosperity is generally why we have all come through trial and error from the beginning of evolvement till present.

My life as I know it is only possible by the grace of God and the mercy he has provided through the gentleness of his loving agents, whom have shown me an abundance of care, compassion, sacrifice, and the persistent struggle to aid in my recovery. Many of angels have blessed me with their presence in the hopes that I might learn from my mistakes and carry on with hope to bless others, although difficulties in my life have arrived that circumstanced me into regression and multiple failures of any and all of life tasks. I currently battle with depression, which haunts me through possible loss and restriction of any kindness or love towards me from others. By way of my childhood years of learning of love and through the blessings of angels during my early adulthood, I am able to recall what love and light has been shown to me. I meditate daily to find the answers and reasons for my problems, and with time and effort, direction is offered and resolutions and hope transpire, helping me carry on through what seems to be a desperate and losing battle. Through following the direction of my sponsor, I was granted the conscious awareness of my Creator and Spirit.

The gift of Spirit—that is, of my Creator—has allowed me to battle through situations quite plainly observed as doom by any and all my reasoning capabilities. This book is only an expression of a part of me that has been gifted by God and others through love, respect, life through learning, and the opportunity to make good. By the ways of gratefulness, appreciation of work, and the awareness of others sacrifices I was able to start on a path to pay back and beyond to others in the same ways that have been shown to me, unconditionally, directly and indirectly.

I am only still learning right from wrong, truth and wisdom may come along, yet in the meantime, weak or strong, may grace and mercy please carry on. Let us be free to sing our own song, however soft or slow with words we don’t know, just a feeling of love that we already show; and as we dance in the mirror’s light of the sky, let us see our reflection as stars while we fly, shooting of sails in open beyond, constellations of wonder by way of the wand, touch of the hand, and blink of the eye has us seeing the stars in both you and I. So as the gasp of the air, so fresh and unique, find ourselves puzzled, pure purple and pink, slight of sweet soul in seeming soft blue that contrasts the already undertoned hue, orange it might be or yellow by new, changing again from me to you—a perspectives change from green to red, not start to stop but continue ahead.

Angels of light, please lead the way, to a peaceful, kind, and loving stay, that once we’ve been found, we shall never stray too far along or too far away, remembering with hope, a reason to pray, and offering up to say, “Thank you.”

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