A Noel State of Mind

“You know. I’ve imagined this conversation many times. You’ve written all these wonderful things about other people. You’re sentimental, thoughtful, and heartfelt. Have you ever thought about writing to yourself? Look back at everything you’ve done Zack. All the accomplishments you have. All the friends you made. All the families you became a part of. What does that tell you? You’ve made an impact on so many people’s lives. You’ve done your part. I know sometimes you worry about not being good enough. And feeling that you don’t get enough recognition. You’re going to have to realize that not everyone is like you. They can’t do what you do. So, don’t go above and beyond only to hurt yourself in the process. You’ve taken care of a lot of people. Now it’s time to take care of you. Make you happy. Do what you want to do. When you look in the mirror what do you see? You don’t know? You know what I see? I see a handsome, intelligent, hilarious, and an awesome man. I see a man who been through hell and back physically, spiritually, and mentally. I see a man who cares for others while he’s suffering. And many people may not understand. But I knew you were special since the first day I met you. You changed in the past few years, but you remained that sweet, thoughtful, and beautiful soul. You always said that people are special and one of a kind. Zachary, you’re special. You’re one of a kind. And I’ll prove it to you. Ladies and gentlemen, if this young man has touched your heart or made you smile, please rise. Look around Zack. These are all the lives you touched. All the people you made smile. You may not get the same level of love in return, but you’re appreciated. And that should be enough. Focus on you. Take care of yourself. Stop going above and beyond if it’s going to hurt you. You’ve set high expectations for yourself. Now it’s time to set new ones. Now it’s time to go with the flow. Ask God what you need, thank him for all he’s done, and let him take care of the rest. You know he’s real. So just trust the process. Keep going Zack. Don’t give up. You got this. You’re a Rockstar. And the world needs to see who you really are. Because you’re awesome. You’re Zachary Noel.”