I Am Hate

About the Book

There are many times we wonder what would happen if we lost all control over our emotions and acted on them, especially the bad ones. Most of us do not act on our hatred because of our laws and morality, but if those laws and morally weren’t in play, then what? There were many people who have pushed me to the brink, which made me ponder what I could do to them if I abandoned my morality and just went forward on pure emotion. Thinking of it is disturbing. Acting on it is frightening. Ron is a man who lived a less-than-happy life, but he was a very talented artist. He was so desperate for happiness he went into a marriage blindly. The one saving grace to a horrible marriage is a loving child. Sometimes even having one saving grace can’t save you from going to the dark path. And if you do, you forfeit the people who bring light to that darkness. If anyone can walk away with one thing from Ron, it’s that the light will always destroy the darkness. He learned too late and struggled to recapture that light for just one moment.

About the Author

About the Author In my opinion, there are basically two kinds of authors; the ones who are naturally talented story tellers and the ones who must live through all the bad and good in life to get those experiences necessary to write. I am the latter. I grew up an obese child (which is a subject for another book). I grew up the pariah of schoolmates. girls, and family (especially girls!). When I finally decided to do something about it, I lost over 140 pounds over five years and was in the best shape of my life. I married, had children, divorced, married again, had another child, and was enjoying my life. Unfortunately, my immediate family was plagued with diabetes. I had lost many family members from this horrible disease. No matter how healthy I was, this genetic monster attacked me. I became very sick, lost my job, my two cars, and my apartment, I was homeless for years. I lost a few toes and endured many eye surgeries to keep from going blind. My second wife divorced me and I ended up alone in a rented bedroom off the Jersey Shore. While there were times I wanted to end it all, I always wanted to write a book. Considering the hell I went through all my life, and that I now had a lot of time to kill, I began writing a story I have been developing for four years. My reminder of mortality has motivated me not to search for fame and fortune but to have something I can bestow on my children. Every parent wants a better life for their kids and I’m no different. I thank God that I have them to brighten my life and want to make their lives that much more enjoyable. Thanks Kids!