Stabilizing a Mentally Ill Poppy
A Poetic Autobiography
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War No emotions left to feel The damage has been done I am numb Numb to love Numb to lust The meaninglessness of my actions no longer hurts I find no pain in being used I find no disgust for using I know I should be able to feel something But I have been thrown around My heart held like a hacky sack kicked when I was already down After so many hits, A person wonders if they will ever win If the war is worth the pain If the rapid fire will ever be tamed Hit by friendly life I no longer expect the best I no longer see the good My heart is wrapped in camouflage Don’t let me deceive me A beautiful rain forest can still harbor enemies Sunshine still causes damage And some water doesn’t quench thirst
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About the Book
This book is a collection of poems written about personal experiences with mania, depression, and numbness caused by medications. Some of the poems describe sexual assault experiences and suicidal ideations. Please read with the intent of feeling the poems and understanding the illnesses present and leave out judgment. In a way, this book will give you insight on the mind of a young woman facing struggles within her mind and within society.
About the Author
Cheyenne is a mental health advocate born and raised in Sacramento, California. She graduated from the University of California- Davis with a Bachelor's of Science in Human Development. As a young woman, she faced many struggles and was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder at the age of 19. During her worst moments she found poetry to be her refuge.