SECOND CHANCE AT LOVE

Chapter Forty-Five Claudia is at her wits end wondering what to do next as she left the restaurant. She decided to go to her apartment. Since she went to live with Shelia she did not come back home. She open the door and went inside, look around and notice, everything was how she left it. Claudia sat on the couch, she never felt so alone in her whole life, she felt like her world was falling apart and the person she need to talk to she couldn’t contact her. Claudia sighs. Where is Alisha? I hope she’s ok I really needed to talk to her. Claudia went to her bedroom and lie down on her bed. Claudia started checking her texts that she did not get a chance to respond too, I’m so tired I’ll check the rest of these later. Claudia was awakening from a loud banging on the door. My God who could that be. Claudia got out of bed and open the door. She tried to close the door after she saw who it was but he blocked it with his foot. You stay away from me what are you doing here? I already paid you your money. I don’t have any more to give you. How did you fine me? I saw you at the park and I have been following you ever since. You look so sad I almost felt sorry for you. You almost look human. please don’t touch me? What do you want? I came to collect what you promise me but I refuse to take, but looking at you today I had a change of heart. What are you going to do rape me, because you will never have me any other way? Tell me what pleasure you are going to get from that. He grabsClaudia by her hair and kiss her passionately on her lips, then he pushed her away and left her gasping for breath. Tell me you did not enjoy that. I did not, please leave. I’m not leaving before I get what I came for. Please don’t touch me. You are going to enjoy this as much as I do. Please don’t do this Juan. He pushed her on the bed and burst her clothes off. God you are beautiful. He looked at her lying there and his body filed with desire. Please don’t touch me. Juan took his clothes off and Claudia stared at him. Do you like what you see? Claudia look at his bronze smooth body and desire began to stir inside of her. Claudia turned her head. Juan got in bed next to her. Juan please don’t do this you just can’t take something that don’t belong to you. Then this will not bother you since you are an expert at taking what don’t belong to you. Juan starts his art in love making on Claudia he kiss her all over her body. Claudia groans with delight. You like that. I am going to love you like you have never been love before, and you are going to beg me for more. I want you to stop please. I don’t want to enjoy this, but you are enjoying it. Claudia close her eyes as Juan continue his master seduction and had Claudia begging for more as he took her to places of sweet ecstasy she did not want to end. Claudia awake and reality sets in as to what just happen, she turns over and Juan had left. My God what is wrong with me I actually enjoyed that. That was the best sex I had in a long time and from a drug dealer, my partner in crime, something has to be wrong with me. She picked up a note from off the table. This is not the end I will be back for more you are in my blood now I will not let you go. I enjoyed you sweet soft milky body the ecstasy we shared I will not forget. That was the first and last Juan; you will never touch me again. Claudia got up and went to take a shower to wash away that sick but sweet experience she just had. Claudia cell phone is ringing, Claudia where are you? I am at my place what are you doing there? I came to see Alisha but I did not fine her so I decided to come home for a while. Did you go to see the Lawyer? I did Shelia the papers should be ready in a few days for us to sign. That soon? We are both in agreement Shelia we will not have any problems. Claudia would you be my maid of honor. Shelia I am so honored I will love to, you just made me so happy. I thought you did not want me to be a part of your wedding after what I did. Claudia you are my sister I will not want anyone else. When are you coming home so we can talk? I am going to give Alisha another call; I want to see her before I come home. Claudia did you receive a text? From who? Everybody got a text you probably did not check yours. Claudia Alisha is in the hospital what is wrong with her. Claudia stop playing, Alisha had her babies. What? Alisha had babies. Claudia you did not know Alisha was pregnant? No Shelia. You are serious that is so strange Claudia; Alisha never told you she was pregnant? No. Why would she not tell you? I don’t know she did tell me she had a surprise for me. Well surprise, Alisha had twins a boy and a girl they are so beautiful. Shelia since I know where Alisha is I am going to see her, I will see you later. I am sorry Claudia I am sure Alisha has a good explanation why she did not tell you. I am sure she does Shelia. Bye Claudia. Alisha had twins; she never told me she was pregnant. I thought we were friends. Tom had to turn her against me. I guess he finally told her the truth; she will not want to see me now. I hate you Tom I am going to make you pay for this. How could you do this to me, you know what. I’m going to march into the hospital and tell Alisha You lied to her she would believe me. Claudia left her apartment jump in her car and headed for the hospital. Claudia drives to the hospital breaking every speed limit, she was lucky she was not arrested. How could you do this to me Alisha you carried those babies for nine months and I never knew about them. I feel like such a fool and nobody makes a fool out of me without paying for it. This was a well kept secret why did you not tell me something as important as having twins, you would not have kept that from me, it’s all Tom’s fault he had everyone in on this, it’s impossible to keep being pregnant a secret especially having twins, knowing you situation people would have talk. Claudia continuing driving all kind of thoughts going through her head she had some near miss of hitting other vehicles but she did not stop driving, she was hell bent on getting to the hospital, what seems like hours to her she finally drive in the hospital parking lot hitting a park car in the back. Claudia got out of her vehicle looked the door and headed straight to the nursery, when she got there a man was standing there. Claudia was beside herself, that the man though she was mad. She was saying things that did not make sense. She stood looking at those babies and tears run down her face, anger stirred inside of her, the same anger that made her did what she did to Tom for rejecting her, and nobody makes a fool of me. I can kill someone right now. Tom it’s going to be you for treating me like a dog, kicking me out of your room like a common tramp. Oh God I am so confuse. I need help, please stop me from doing what I want to do. I am trying to change I really am, but this is such a betrayal I am full of rage. Claudia left the nursery and went to look for Alisha. She was feeling so confuse and disturb, all kind of thoughts was going through her mine. I don’t understand how she could have left me out of such an important time in her life. We were friends. Alisha always loves me. Tears ran down her face as she headed for Alisha’s room.