Searching for Love

About the Book

My name is Jessie, and this is my story. It is a story of a troubled childhood, marriage at the age of fourteen, and motherhood at fifteen. A story of an abusive childhood, adultery, attempted suicide, and a life of wrong choices. Getting married way too young, always picking the wrong men for the wrong reasons. My falling hopelessly in love with a registered sex offender. My getting married to a younger man who was the cruelest man I have ever known. He was so mentally abusive and controlling. How I feel is that I am now only a shell of who I should be. It’s like the people I have loved in life have taken my spirit, my very soul, from me. I am not the woman I wanted or wished to become. I am an old soul. I have had a psychic and a handwriting expert tell me that I am a very old soul here on earth to affect others who have lessons to learn. I know I have learned lessons, most of them too late in life. I made wrong choices trying to find that love I have craved my entire life.

About the Author

The author of this book was raised in unbelievable low-life circumstances, from a dirt floor home with multiple siblings and forced out of her youth at a much too early age. She was blessed with very good looks and a sexy body, which others took advantage of. She progressed through early childbirth and pole dancing to earn her spending money. She was used and abused her whole life, in one way or another. She finally tried to break through and make her life something somewhat normal and respectable, going to school and obtaining a respectable job. She wants the world to know that you can break out and live normally, but it's up to you.