This book is about one gay-man’s life and struggles to find meaning in it. Indeed, it is about healing oneself and in the process, perhaps helping to heal others. It is also about using the pen to persuade. In this book, I hope to lend support to family, friends and loved ones with their own struggle to understand the unseen forces that have brought my own life to the present. For those who are living with or who have lived similar circumstances, I hope to let you know that you are not alone. For you, there is and always will be love, hope, acceptance and validation. It doesn´t come wtihout effort though; you must seek it out.