The Grieving Holy Ghost

About the Book

Have you ever been sad, lonely, weary, in low mood, or, have you been into the deepest and lowest moment in your life? Feeling hopeless, useless and worthless? You would think that the world is cruel and harsh to you. More often we tend to rationalize that its part of life. Yet, sometimes a small hill has become a big mountain that cripples us for a lifetime. Maybe for you today it started to break your bones, wanting to mutilate or paralyze you. Let it not happen. You are still young and vibrant full of potentials, there are more beautiful things in life ahead of you.
 

About the Author

I had been a nurse for more than 2 decades and I witnessed 2 definite situations in the hospital or in the community either to recover or die. In this kind of situation I noticed various emotional and behavioral displays. For people who recovers it is a celebration of life but for a dying person, fear, struggles, anxiety, screaming, yelling for help sets in and the joy, rest, peace with great expectations begun to marvel. Why? I was 9 years old sickly, frail and scared of death wanting to go to heaven but I don’t know how? I recovered and I was glad but still with a big question how will I go to heaven? I was clueless. While I was still a nursing student assigned in a hospital, I heard someone screaming loudly, “I don’t want to go.” I saw a big muscled man struggling and fighting with no one around. Few hours later I discovered that he died of internal bleeding with wide open eyes and mouth. A sign of struggle? Why?