Although I never wanted to have children primarily due to fear and selfishness, I chose to put that aside to reproduce. The biggest feat wasn’t my ego as much as it was the desire to defeat medical science’s prediction of my future.
Therefore, I changed my self actualization chart to include motherhood. There was going to be one exception to setting aside my ego and self centeredness. I had to reproduce a child that had my personality traits.
Therefore, I set my goal to bare an Aquarian like me. Failure was not an option.