I Try Not To Let My “Not Being Able To Find a Good Man” Stop Me from “Being a Good Woman”

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I don't know why I love him. I don't understand… I don't understand my love for him. Why do I love him so much after all he's done? Why does my heart wait on him? Sometimes I wish I didn't love him so much. Maybe cared, enough to move on, but not this much to keep me thinking of him every hour on the hour. Thinking of our wedding day, thinking of our kids. Thinking of all we will conquer together. How can you feel this way about someone and they not feel the same. Is it right? It feels right. It also feels like it must be wrong. To love someone so but for them to not love you back, but it is right. He says the other women love him to and wants to be with him but they will never ever love him like I do because I have a love that comes from the Almighty. My only question is, when will he see what I see. How many women do he have to sleep with before he sees. How long will my heart wait? When we get our hearts broken it’s easy to say I’m going to do them how they did me. You don’t ever want anyone or anything to stop you from being a good person. Don’t give up. Don’t stop having that mentality of faithfulness, love, sweetness or kindness. God will cherish it and reward it. Despite of past experiences, there is someone special out there who deserve it. A lot of people once were faithful and kind and trustworthy but they let a broken heart change them into the same person that hurt them. Don’t let your not being able to find a good mate, stop you from being a good person.

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